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Friday, July 29, 2011
Monday, March 7, 2011
-Yes, I've had my fair share of ad wares from here and there..
-Yes my template had been changed for more than 20x already, I even had Mr. Mando personalized me one BUT, I accidentally deleted the HTML code..
-I blogged while at work (Ssshhhhh)
-posted a few trying hard rants about something.. someone..
..oh and my blog has this title sequence before called "I am woman hear me roar!" :)
I am going to continue this "My thoughts could break into words any minute" act and hopefully be able update this blog religiously.
'til then fans! ;p
Monday, December 6, 2010
I just finished two movies today, well I guess I'm the only one who gets to wake up on a monday buried on her bed and can watch bootleg movies whenever she like, oh nah.. not something worth the envy believe me. I watched After Life first starring Christina Ricci and Justine Long It's about death and the transisition of actually accepting it and moving on...and though its creepy with the most of the scenes shot on the funeral home and the embalmers tools on close ups and all... I actually kind of enjoyed it. Might be because I'm a fan of Liam Neeson and the way he talks sorta soothes me :) I get to notice Justine Long too! I mean I 've seen him in Zack and Miri Make A Porno but this is the first time that I get to really notice him as an actor, he's an eye candy slash butterface :p and yeah Christina Ricci's too damn hawt too, showed alotta skin! Then I watched Going The Distance starring Drew Barrymore and Justing Long. Again! Too much for being such an eye candy eh? Pure coincidence promise :D Its a lovestory about two people who are trying to surpass the distance and trying to make it work despite being far away from each other. It's an "okay feel good movie" but not something I'd tag as one of my faves. The story is ok.. its "and they live happily ever after" kind of flick which is why it cannot be among the list of movies I'd say I love, because c'mon people.. how many movies do we know or have seen that actually have the same story line such as this one? And not being overly negative or anything but these scenarios in real doesn't often end up in a happily every kind of way. On the other hand it gives us hope though, gives you a positive feeling that yeah it will work. Oh well, love...not an easy feat to talk about but yeah this movie is recommended.
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Forgiveness. Now I'm not even sure if that is good enough. Forgiveness will not bring back those lives lost in the hostage taking drama that transpired last Aug. 23, 2010 at the Quirino Grandstand. But right now this is what we ask the families who's loved ones were killed by a heartless person who I believe was damaged by how dirty our society is here in the Philippines.
For someone who has watched the incident from the time it started until the last breath of the people involved, I cannot just keep silent and keep my angst to myself.I have seen them calm,watched them waving from inside the bus and seeing them drenched in blood and their lives hanging by the thread after a few hours is not easy to accept. I asked myself "WHAT WENT WRONG?"
I have been on the same situation once , me and my family were attacked in our own home by 3 holdapers, and thankfully we all survived. We were saved without the help of the police officers because like in any filipino movies they arrived late. I guess that's something we should be thakful for right? Seeing what happend at this hostage taking incident, it could have been worst.. well then yes I guess I am thankful. In the end, credit still is given to them.This made me think, how can we be safe even if there are police officers around when you saw how incompetent they are, how corrupt they are.. lack the proper equipments..trainings..and the list goes on.
I cannot explain the relief I felt after I saw the 1st hostage rescued out of the bus, it was for me a very good sign, I even thanked God for hearing my prayers hoping no one was hurt and they're all just playing dead contrary to what the bus driver said that are indeed all dead. I can still remember how my voice croaked after I shouted "Thank God they survived" not until it became "Oh no" as I'm seeing other bodies taken out of the bus, obvious of the lifeless state they're in.
I am greatly affected by this because there are a lot of "should've, could've, would've" running through my mind. Regrets mostly. It's like I want to turn back time and prevent it from having that morbid outcome or if it's really destined to happen like that, at least make our policemen known to have done the right thing and have tried their best to save the innocent people. The replay of the people still smiling on the window bus and then seeing them dead while being taken out of the bus is not easy to erase from my mind.
Somehow, I'll understand if HK nationals will divert their anger to our innocent kababayan's that are in their country. I would feel the same thing if it were to happen to me. I would accept the fact that it's accident but I won't be able to accept how the police handled the scenario. Like now for instance, I am not a HK national nor do I have a kapamilya on the bus but I'm very disappointed and it left a big scar to my heart.
If other countries were to attack us without the help of our allies, we are nothing! Our policemen tortures criminals without due process of law, Our army helicopters
kills our own soldiers ( how many of it crashed because its too old and rusty?), Our lawmakers are the first to commit unlawful acts, our country is so messy that
saying "hang in there philippines" is such a cliche already. We are hopeful but I believe our hope is never gonna turn into reality.
true enough let me just rephrase it for the years to come
"LET US NOT HAVE ANOTHER BIG MISTAKE, TO CORRECT A BIG WRONG, UNJUST, CORRUPT, and SELFISH DECISION"
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
I am so glad to have finally have you and meet you. Truthfully I have never been a huge fan of yours but still you found your way to be w/ me. Am I really that important? I guess it's not about you now yeah? It really was about me. Anyway, after days of being w/ u I found out you were not that bad but I wont take back the day when I chose Mr. PSP over you. He was much helluva hotter than you. But yes I agree, you got your own charms my man, and now I can't seem to have a time apart w/ u, Its like I always have this urge of always feeding you w/ songs I know you would like to sync youself into and have myself drowned by them too. Yes..yes.. I'm over Mr. PSP but he still lingers somewhere. I loved him before I love you now and more. I promise I'm yours forever until you get virus and give your last breath. I can't promise I won't drop you or have your body scratched, but I will take care of you at its best. I Initially want your brother iPod touch but I guess my financial status isn't enough to be w/ him for now. You'll do for now..hey don't be so mean and call me a b*tch I just thought you'd appreciate honesty...and you're the 5th generation of your kind..the latest..I guess I should be proud of that. I thank the person who gave you to me still I wished she could have given me your brother. I'm looking forward to the days of being w/ u. Make me happy. Make my life dandy.
*******Mrs. iPod Nanobita :)
Me: Oh? Bakit? Anong nangyari? Si Noy ba may pakana nyan? Bakit Wednesday lang??? As in??
Jepy: Basta.. bawal na daw..
Me: tsk! bakit naman ganun? (still waiting for the punchline)
*jepy must have seen how worried the look on my face was (I'm a good acctress) kaya...*
Jepy: Eh kasi 5,6!
Jepy: Coding! 5,6! Wednesday. Kaya bawal na!
Me: nyeta! *batok*
Jepy: I know such a racist joke huh?
Me: Buti alam mo, Ipagbawal ka sana sa buong pilipinas. Che!
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Friday, May 7, 2010
How to Marry a Millionaire Vampire
Love at Stake Series Book One
Vamps and the City
Love at Stake Series Book Two
Sugarplums and Scandal Love at Stake Novella "A Very Vampy Christmas"
Be Still My Vampire Heart Love at Stake Series Book Three http://www.ziddu.com/download/9484994/KerrelynSparks-LoveAtStake-3-BeStilMyVampireHeart.pdf.html
The Undead Next Door Love at Stake Series Book Four
All I Want For Christmas Is A Vampire Love at Stake Series Book Five
Secret Life Of A Vampire Love at Stake Series Book Six
Forbidden Nights With a Vampire Love at Stake Series Book Seven
The Vampire and the Virgin
Love at Stake Series Book Eight
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Monday, February 15, 2010
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Tunay ka bang isa sa amin? :D
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Saturday, February 6, 2010
He who must not be named: Jam, alam mo ba kung kelan naging kami ni . . . .
Jam: Aba malay ko! Jowa mo hindi mo alam?! Ano ba yan. . .
He who must not be named: (>.<) (sabay talikod at humarap sa computer, nagbukas ng new window IE7)
Jam: Hoy!!! Hindi mo ma gogoogle ang sagot! Leche!
Friday, February 5, 2010
Thursday, January 21, 2010
minsan feeling mo hndi ka appreciated, mdlas sad pero u dont have a choice u just have to let it go, at ang pinkmgandang gwin? smile, kc hindi umiikot ang mundo para sau, pwede kang magkulong s kwarto at maginarte hanggat gusto mo, pero cno ba ang talo? matitis mo ba n kinabuksan pagpasok mo, eh ang panget mo?
Friday, December 4, 2009
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
"Ang buhay sa Cotabato parang manok lang"
Every time I tell my mom that I want to go back to Cotabato she always reminds me this, and its undeniably true.
I first heard of the MAGUINDANAO MASSACRE from Bem and I wasn't aware how morbid it was. I wasn't shocked... kasi death, war, bombings in mindanao are like always on the newspapers... like there's nothing new but then when my friend Simon sent me a link: http://ryanericsongcanlas.wordpress.com/2009/11/24/justice-for-maguindanao-massacre/about the incident and after I watched the news, ANG BIGAT LANG SA DIBDIB! Like how could someone be so monstrous and do something like that. Tao yan! may pamilya... Its so agonizing to think how many innocent lives were lost all because somebody is so desperate to the extent that we have this now as a result..I condemn you power-hungry people. Lets just hope and pray that justice be served so that all of you may rot in hell.
Friday, November 20, 2009
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Friday, November 13, 2009
" Sometimes love comes around and when it knocks you down it better be worth the fall"
Have you guys asked for something but when it was given to you...you realized parang may mali sa ibinigay sayo? like you have no doubt its the answer to what you were asking for but it feels soooo dang wrong?
Bakit pa ibibigay sayo kung mali naman pala? Sabi nga nila God answers all our prayers in a way that is best for us.
I'm sooo trying to sweet lemon everything right now. Sana hindi. Oo hindi -- practicing the law of attraction.
I'm not making sense no? kasi ayaw ko.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Friday, October 9, 2009
I happen to choose this book called “THE SECRET” I swear I’ve had it for a year already…It was given by my dad… he tends to buy books that are bestsellers even if he doesn’t really read that much, well that actually changed, he’s a bookworm now something he acquired after he married my mom... he’d usually arrive with a box full of books …need not to ask who’s it for…he’ll pass it on to me and my mom as he knew we are 100X a booklover than he is…
The book was really good…The message it wants to convey is very simple…I was trying to visualize while I was reading that the people who were giving their testimonials were actually speaking directly at me… I can envisage their hands moving while they emphasize something important… how they look at you straight in the eye that yes… its true…if you do it. I really find it interesting to listen to lectures… I heard it was made into a movie already and I have to grab a copy soon.
I am enthusiastic to practice the law of attraction… and without anything to attest yet whether it is indeed accurate.. I believe like begets like… that’s why we should always be positive and always think of happy thoughts…
Monday, September 21, 2009
Today I spent the holiday at Alabang Town Center with my brother Jeff. It wasn’t what we planned to do or of anyone else especially on a holiday, but we had to. Yesterday we bought phones as a replacement to those we lost from holdapers who attacked us in our own home a couple of weeks ago (so yeah we already have up-to-the-minute cell phones u can obtain from us. Again) and unfortunately upon getting acquainted with our new phones Jeff realized his was defective… not absolutely but yeah one of the phone’s speaker is not operational. Too late were already home, so much for being so keyed up about being back to the bandwagon, to the cyber world of texting.
As we were traveling to Alabang, I wasn’t able to keep myself from thinking how significantly my life will change if ever Jeff gets married. We’ve always been very close. And he influenced me greatly in a lot of ways. He had always been there for me though we do fight a lot =) we have 5 years of age gap but that didn’t stop us from sharing friends. It always amazed me how he allows me to hang out with him, may it be on his gigs or just plain inuman sessions with his barkada. Not all brothers and sisters hang out like that. It makes my heart swell. He’s proud of me. … That’s why his friends are my friends. His friends are already our family’s friends too.
Worrying about being single doesn’t trouble me that much. I haven’t been in a serious relationship for a long time now and I’m content. I am happy and loving the solitude I have. Why? I don’t really know. Mom told me maybe because I went into a relationship early so now I’m taking things slow. Right it might be… but I have a diverse opinion though .Even if I’ve been single for how many years now, I don’t feel entirely alone. I can say I am well loved and taken care of. If I wanna hit the mall for girly stuffs my mom always and never tires of accompanying me. I always tell her she’s my best friend. If I want to watch a new flick my brother’s always there to be my movie buddy plus her girlfriend tags along most of the time which is much more fun, or if I need someone to come pick me up after a gimik he would be there. They were able to supply same things other people can provide which left me contented.
I was once asked that since Jeff is already 28 would we already allow him to settle down. I would say sure it’s about the right time… my two nieces and bro would be migrating to Canada soon and it would be too lonely if we don’t have any kids running around the house… but who’s kidding who? I’m not ready. Not yet. Who would I call if I want to watch a movie? Who would I bully into tagging along with me whenever I’m hungry to grab a midnight snack at burger machine? Who would I ask to drive me to wherever the gimik is at? Who would I bully into lending me money when times get tough even if I have to pay it double? Who would protect me?
Should I now be worried? I guess so…yeah… But those worries I’d rather take care of when it already needs taking care of. What’s important is now.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Grabe! I have never been this agitated towards our President until I read about her, indulging in some fancy restaurant in big apple with her entourage spending nearing a million pesos for dinner. 1 million para sa isang kainan lang? That's full of crap right? I've lost all shreds of respect left for our president. This an eye opener - a very clear one ng kawalan ng respeto niya sa atin, sa mga naghihirap kumayod sa araw-araw para may makain.. I've lost count of the anomalies that have emerged under her presidency. I am really disappointed becuase instead of cleaning up her acts theres no effort at all to win back the peoples confidence.This made think she might have something planned why she's fearless of these stunts. Is it CHA-CHA? I for one will go to the streets for it not to happen. It should not be blamed on the type of government we have,we should blame the people holding the positions- BLAME HER! At ano? si Congressman daw ang nagbayad? Sinong tarantado ang maniniwala dun? Sino ba tong Cong. na to at napaka yaman naman..sabihin man nating totoo, wala kayang strings attached un? who in their sane minds would spend a million worth of food for people you're not even really that closed with who may be in time eh pwede mo din makalaban sa politika? Hindi man taya nabawasan ng million who knows sa pabor na maaring kapalit nito eh mas sobra pa ang mawala na dapat ay para sa atin. I bet Malacanang will cook up a new story para matabunan na ang issue na ito.. you wait and see till the people reached their saturation point, I am excited to be part of yet another revolution.